laziness and forgetfulness blocked my way to blog. Seriously so bored during holidays, dont feel like doing homework since it holidays but then why am i so bored during holidays i dunno why. Yesterday went for 2/4 chalet, the chalet is like so few people go then very boring since glen or isabel didnt plan anything so it is like free time the whole chalet. Cycle until leg and the butt pain, went with fabian to see him fish at the bedok jetty at 3am-4am in the morning there got people camping and etc. Then can see aeroplane landing and i noticed that one of the hdb building rooftop function as a lighthouse. then cycle back and reach at about 4:15 and see june and glen sleep already near the front door while others all haven sleep, then glen keep telling us to lower down our voice. Then like only sleep around 2 hours while fabian fall asleep so fast the others that are upstairs also sleep untill very good. Then 9am go return the bike that was rented over night and went home. Quite brief since not much things we did.

People dont quite understand difference between emo and shy The following is taken from wikipedia

In humans, shyness (also called diffidence) is a social psychology term used to
describe the feeling of apprehension, lack of confidence, or awkwardness
experienced when a person is in proximity to, approaching, or being approached
by other people, especially in new situations or with unfamiliar people. The
term is often used by laypersons as a blanket-term for a family of related and
partially overlapping afflictions, including timidity around new people,
bashfulness and diffidence, lack of assertiveness, apprehension and anticipation
of interaction, social anxiety, or intimidation. Shyness may come from
personality introversion, genetic traits, or the environment in which a person
is raised. Shyness is considered to be a neutral personality trait by people who
are not shy, but a very negative trait by those who are shy themselves.

Today emo is more commonly tied to fashion than to music, and the term "emo" is
sometimes stereotyped with tight jeans on males and females alike, long fringe
(bangs) brushed to one side of the face or over one or both eyes, dyed black,
straight hair, tight t-shirts(sometimes short sleeved) which often bear the
names of emo bands (or other designer shirts), studded belts, belt buckles,
canvas sneakers or skate shoes or other black shoes (often old and beaten up)
and thick, black horn-rimmed glasses. This fashion has at times been
characterized as a fad.

But people also stereotype shyness as emo, well it sort of different so shy doesnt always equal to emo and i am shy even tough to people who i also know so i not emo dunno why some people say i emo one corner. And suffering from mercury poisioning also cause shyness since wikipedia says that

Excessive shyness, embarrassment, self consciousness and timidity, social-phobia
and lack of self-confidence are also components of erethism, which is a symptom
complex that appears in cases of mercury poisoning

Had a busy week going for all sorts of outing
I just read more info about portal from the following links
http://www.game-ism.com/2008/04/06/wherein-i-overanalyze-song-lyrics/
http://www.game-ism.com/2008/04/13/the-clone-the-cube-and-the-construct-part-1/
http://www.game-ism.com/2008/04/14/the-clone-the-cube-and-the-construct-part-2/
http://www.game-ism.com/2008/04/15/the-clone-the-cube-and-the-construct-part-3/
quite interesting
they are trying to explain all sort of theory by providing evidence such as the player is actually an andoid and etc i recommand those who visit my blog and like portal to read the articles in the above links